How to do an Emotional Bankruptcy
The purpose of the bankruptcy is to bring into your conscious awareness what you really think and how you really feel about your chosen subject. This is accomplished by writing these thoughts and feelings out on paper, where you can clearly see what you are creating in your life.
Theos has asked us to do bankruptcies on money, health, energy work, manifesting, mothering, politics, groups, etc. The wonderful thing about them is that you get to the truth of what you really do think and how you really do feel about your subject.
Begin by Soul aligning.
After Soul alignment your next step would be to call upon and bring in Divine Will energies to help you with this process. Call for the Will to Act, the Will to Unify, and the Will to Cause. The Will to Act will help you to know what you really think, helps to bring illumination to your mind and helps you to be in a state of detached objectivity. Next invoke the Will to Unify to help you understand what is coming up and to help you to stay heart centered. Invoke the Will to Cause for flowing emotions and to persevere in seeking the truth.
Some helpful hints are listed in the next paragraphs.
Ask your Soul, the Guides and Angels, God and Goddess for their help.
Write down everything you can think of that comes up into your mind, all of your thoughts, emotions, attitudes, beliefs, all of your choices or the decisions you made concerning your chosen issue.
Pay attention to any emotions, pictures, flashbacks or memories that float up into your awareness even if they don’t seem related … and explore them. Write about them and see if they are in some way connected to your bankruptcy.
Do not censure or judge what comes up into your mind or what you are experiencing emotionally … it is best to just allow the thoughts or emotions to come up and write them down, continuing to draw upon the Observer energies from the Will to Act.
Write down all the thoughts that come into your mind whether you recognize the connections to your chosen issue or not.
Focus on the emotional content because it will give you information about what is going on for you and will show you where your pain is, either physically or psychically. It could be both. Write down any pain you notice—try to follow it with your awareness and remember to ask what is it trying to tell you about this issue?
When you start repeating the same thoughts and feelings, this is called thought looping.
What you want to do is to focus on breaking apart the emotion from the thoughts so you can understand why you are stuck. Shine the Light of your mind on the thoughts and feelings and bring in more Ray 5/Will to Act to separate the thoughts from the emotions. If the emotions seem to be winning bring in more Ray 6/Will to Cause for more Soul energy.
Sometimes the thoughts coming up are really fast and hard to catch. Do your best to get to the words and feelings that create the most emotional upset or charges for you down on paper first. Using very simple words or phrases can help you get to the underlying thoughts or emotions.
If you get stuck, have resistance, or feel strong emotions, it could be beneficial to you to stop, ask for help from the Guides and Angels, transmit Divine Will energies and wait.
Another option could be to explore the emotions or the resistance by writing about those thoughts and feelings to see if they lead you to a greater understanding.
Be aware that this process can take several attempts to uncover what you really think and feel without the logical mind and your ego getting in the way.
When you run out of energy or feel the energy leaving and want to do something else, let go of it and transmit to it using the Will to Act cocoon of bright white light adding your favorite color of the Will to Unify pink and send it off into the space of unlimited expansion. Finally, invoke the energy of the Will to Express Divinity to manifest all of these transmissions.
Wait until the urge to write about the bankruptcy comes into your awareness then start the process again.
It may take you several days, weeks, or even months to complete the bankruptcy and your Soul will send you help through dreams, visions, or other experiences in your day to day living, so remember to look for the connections. Be aware, be alert, be expecting the help and it will come. And be sure to keep a private journal to track your journey into wholeness.